Perhaps it's the consciousness of another year passing and my time running out. So yes coming to the answer kindly go through the following point … * On this day 18 yrs back I was strongest. After, having a daughter and being married I see that our families care more about celebrating our daughter or my husbands. If I’m no longer in my 30s, now I’m 40 years old, what does that mean for who I am? Nothing special.

I don’t build up expectations in my mind that it will be a happy day. Stewart Shankman, a psychologist at the University of Illinois at Chicago explains that it can be normal for the day to trigger depression, because birthdays force people to examine their identity. SUCKED.

I love my birth date because of my mum.When she calls me in the morning of my birthday, she says so little but too many. I was reading this post on Thought Catalog (I hate the blog as a whole for many reasons) and I just find so much wrong […]Sign up for the Thought Catalog Weekly and get the best stories from the week to your inbox every Friday.You may unsubscribe at any time. Just a few months before this birthday I had delivered my miscarried baby in my toilet at home and flushed his little body down the toilet in a panic. I’m glad you have learned ways to cope also.That is SO true – learning how to do that coming out of a dysfunctional into a functional situation for me – even all these many years laterThank you for the complete honest and open heart. So I hate birthdays. I pray for healing and that it can someday be joyful again!I have hated my birthday since 2013 (one of the unluckiest yearsThank you for sharing.

you’re right, august 23 SUCKED cause it was always the first day of school. It’s a subtraction from the ultimate years you have to live. The depression was immediate. My So that terrible Wednesday found me home alone with my daughter all day. Every inch of me inside and out was in utter agony. It’s very unsettling. Hating your birthday does not necessarily signal impending mental illness or a lack of mental health; from feeling abandoned to feeling anxiety, to feeling a great deal of depression, why birthdays stir up hate varies from person to person. There is life everyday till there is no more life.I wish people a happy birthday if I see it means so much to them.

I just had my birthday which always seems to bring out the worst in me. I need a mom for a minute please. I lost my daughter, Chloe, in 2016 to potters syndrome…she was born still at 34 weeks due to not developing kidneys.

I didn’t get to choose which day I should be born in. It was fun in college to go to halloween parties and such to celebrate, but that gets old…very quickly. I just can’t! If today is my birthday, then the statement time never returns is false. Today I have nothing but sadness to reflect on.”Dear friends, I have to tell you that I was a completely broken person at this point in my life.

She talks in a very soft voice but it sounds like thunder in my ears. Sleep. This is not asking for pity or expressing a weird need for attention; it’s being real.Friends, do you have a certain day every year that is hard for you? I tend to stay home on my birthday not wanting to do anything but, have take out and watch Hulu/Netflix!I googled this today, as it is my 49th birthday….and I have felt like crying ALL day! But the thought behind it. Not even my 18th or 21st.

That was when birthday wishes came from the heart.Today, because of Facebook everybody knows everyone’s birthday. On the trip there he handed me my computer and I watched the most life giving 30 minute video ever. I have started trying to take the day off from work and do something special just for me. Grass is always greener eh?I hear you on #2. No birthday will be perfect, but it should be a good excuse to get your friends to celebrate and make some enjoyable memories.

I don’t experience the common blues associated with other special days… my birthday is the day.My birthdays as a child and teenagers were wonderful, magical, fun days. I don’t have to share. It feels the effort has been worth it. So, you can imagine what COVID-19 is doing for my desire to celebrate the anniversary of my birth.

And I hate my birthdays at the best of times. Mine happened to be on the 13th of December. I try to remember all that. I will make sure to take note next time and similarly have no clue how to react.Christmas Eve, here. You may be able to find more information about this and similar content at piano.io Can you imaging how wrong it feels to get HBD as a birthday present?I LOVE IT…YOU GOT A POINT…BUT IN THE FIRST PLACE WHY DON’T YOU HIDE YOUR BIRTHDAY ON FACEBOOK AND OTHER SOCIAL MEDIA SINCE YOU DON’T LIKE BIRTHDAY WISHES ESPECIALLY ON SOCIAL MEDIAIt’s not the wishes per se that I hate. You see, the night was my 34th birthday.

You give yourself away in that moment.

My heart was torn in two. Even as I write this my screen is blurred through my tears.Since my husband had to be at the church all day, I took my two year old daughter to the Olive Garden with me for dinner. It’s an odd relief to just say exactly how I feel about this one specific day that comes every February.For so long I didn’t feel free to express my birthday lament because it seems so juvenile, or worse… emotionally immature.

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